Hello again everyone, I am here today to update you on my current situation. After a long year at my university, summer break has finally arrived and I couldn’t be more joyous for this special occasion. Got my grades back and of course my stats professor has a vendetta against me, thus failing me for the semester. I’m not too concerned, she’s just mad that I doodled one time during her lecture about hanging myself with a 90% confidence interval (math pun). Now I am back at my old home in New York City and I must say, things seem to have changed…or is it me? I guess being accustom to a different standard of living back at school has someone distorted my memories of this place. I look at it now and see how plagued we are as a self-destructing community of minorities and it saddens me when I see it going on. I want to make some serious changes in my community and I hope I can find some ideas or ways soon, the cycle has to stop somewhere right? Enough about that…now I have so much free time. I can catch up on all the Anime/Manga/Gaming I want and need. Also my friends are returning shortly, so we have a lot of adventures/random shenanigans to partake in before we all become busy. I would also like to take this time to do more writing, get some versatility going with my styling as well. Time to experiment, so expect me! Ta~Ta for now pplz!
APPLAUSE FOR TYRANNY: CHAPTER FOUR
CHAPTER FOUR
CLIMBING THROUGH THE DEMONS
1. MY LOVE, SHE SAYS
I’m obsessed with seeing you fall
My love, though, is shaking as she cries into her hands
“I will wait for you,” she says, “but not for much longer.”
She’s retreated upon a mountain,
that I can’t reach from the chaos that rages
She’s the one I turned to, when I feel like no’s there
She helped me be stronger for longer
“I’ll make this work,” I yell out as I feel her presence slip
Now I feel if I take a step with my burden I’ll slip
2. BATTLING ON ALONE
The chaos that rages around me,
It’s nothing compared to the sadness welling inside me
I stagger forward leading a few that will follow,
But battling on alone
I force myself to climb even though I’m face down in the ground,
Suffocating under all this weight
He’s catching onto me
I don’t care (it’s to late anyway)
I just want you back
I’m going to make this work
The black cloud is only mine and the war I’ve started
You’ve made me see how far I’ve fallen
3. BLACK CLOUD
Climbing up, it follows
The black cloud rips at me hoping to throw me off
I fight back and climb
Brushing past me, rubbing against me
It tries to show me it is my real companion
I refuse the black cloud’s offer
Hands and feet bleeding from the effort
But as I stand I only see the black cloud
She was here
I could feel her
Reaching out, can you hear me-but no one’s near
I’ve been reaching out blindly
The cloud moves about me
Confused and panicked I yell out, “save me!
Get me out of here.”
In return I hear her scream
The cloud bellows at me to leave
But I wont leave without her
So I try to be brave
I try to preservers with only her picture as my weapon
I’m incomplete without her love
“This has to work!”
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Thanks bud, have a great summer!
-Sangretti
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Tales of a Broken Man pt2
Here I sit in the secluded section of the library as I am baffled by my current predicament. I have been rummaging throughout my music library when I have this assignment due in the morning, not to mention I am scheduled for breakfast at 10. I am in my mind’s eye attempting to create some foresight on the situation and how everything will come together knowing that it is probably unlikely. Yet, you never know…or at least that’s what I believe. The impossible is always bound to happen and you do not have any control over that. This weekend taught me that, you just gotta roll with the punches and make countermeasures according to the pattern of things at the moment. That unpredictability is what gives life it’s spark. Some don’t seem to see that, to conformed to the social standards that we’ve placed for millenniums. Heavy? Yes it is. It is bigger than you and I. We all need answers. I know I am looking for them my damn self, hence why I write. My hypothesis states that by writing, a person can really tap into another part of the soul. So I am going to challenge myself to read more as a declaration for my summer goals before school is back in session. Let’s see how it goes, I’ll keep you posted.
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